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Unhear

Unfortunately there’s a lot of things but I don’t hold wait to any of them. I learned to silence my emotions so that nothing gets through that wall I’ve built. I learned to stay to myself.

Change of life

I don’t think there is a specific moment but the one I can think of is helping a friend not make an irreversible mistake. If I wldve met her do it she nessacarily wouldn’t be here today.

Most at peace

A place I feel most at peace at I feel like is at track meets. It’s the only time I feel normal it’s the only time I can talk and people see me for who I really am. I’m understood there I’m locked in and I’m me.

Lasting impact

I won’t go to deep into details but a time there was a lasting impact was when I was talking to my dad about my future and he was telling me to never look back because there’s so much more I have going for myself.

reflection

 I have had to reflect on times to rely on people such as basketball games etc. but Ion talk about how things make me feel.

a special object

 A special object to me is my lavender and aqua new balance track spikes. I've had them half of my career so far and I have to run with those specifically. if I don't I wont be able to reach my top end speed during the race. they have bible verses on them and #LLE and #LLP for my baby brother and my grandfather and they also have my girlfriends initials on them.

comfort zone

 A time I had to step out of my comfort zone was definitely multiple times, especially during basketball because you have to know all questions and that's the tough part because its not what one is used to. But I learned to be a very versatile player. And with that I am now a three sport athlete.

president

 if I was president I would: make school lunch free for everyone. because not everyone can afford to pay for lunch or breakfast. give highschoolers naps and take away the younger kids because we need it more than them. lower the amount of credits it takes to graduate everywhere. because learning isnt easy. make therapy free. sometimes you need an affordable outlet. one month free meals for every one of their choice, because things happen.

a dream that felt real

 a dream that felt real was awkward. it was an Asian army and their uniforms were socks and the knocked on my door and chased me and my brothers through the house.

holiday break 1-17-25

 my break was okay. I was at practice most of the break, no fun really.  my five goals of 2025. 1. practices and be discipline 2. run consistant 11.9/25.4 3. make it to state for individual 4. commit to a nice school 5. end with a 3.0gpa or higher