The biggest truth I was scared to accept is that I'm not good enough. Like, not "I didn't try hard enough" or "I could train more," but just flat-out not fast enough. I ran track since middle school, always working for the top spot. I'd do extra drills, stay late, and push myself to near-throwing-up during practices. It used to work. I made varsity freshman year, and it was the best feeling ever. But that feeling faded. In my head, I was still that freshman, still on the rise. In reality, The sophomores were blowing past my PRs, and the juniors who used to be behind me were now ahead I hated it. but now its senior year and its my break out season I call it "revenge era" because I'm coming for it all.